Apr 08 2009
∞
Distraught.
You have accepted what is going to happen, But honestly, I don’t want to.
I say how I don’t want to lose you. And I refuse to let go.
And you smile and tell me to hold on tightly. So I am.
I hope you cheat death becuase life without you would be practically empty.
I know I have tried my best to make you better, but I feel so useless.
I don’t want to watch you die right in front of me.
I am glad I will be seeing you soon.
When I do, I am never letting you go.
You aren’t even afraid. And I am scared to have you out of my life.
“Yeah, but, I’ll be watching you from those stars above”
I have too many people watching over me as it is.
Can all this please stop?
